Living in Frefall

I live in freefall
Constantly in fear of what's to come
Constantly wishing i was dumb
Constantly wishing i wasn't here
weighed down by the cross i have to bear

I live in freefall
Never knowing where i'll be landing
Never knowing what fate i'll be handed
waiting for the the quicksand of life to claim me
Waiting for the vampires to finally drain me

I live in freefall
Feeling like my life's for rent
feeling my best years are already spent
feeling like there is no meaning
feeling indescribable feelings

I live in freefall

Hating the world that turns
Every cycle seems to burn
wishing i wasn't falling
wishing i was deaf to the angels calling...